Total inadequacy is not one of the five points of Calvinism but it is
how we feel very often. As the people of God we are faced with vast
needs all around us. One passage of Scripture is a particular help in
this regard - the feeding of the 5000. This miracle can claim unique
significance – it is recorded in all four Gospels. John places it
before Jesus’ proclamation of himself as the bread of life. The story
highlights both our total inadequacy and the sufficiency of Jesus
Christ.
- A huge need
The disciples at the end of a busy day would happily have sent the
crowds away, but that was not the answer. There they were, large as
life, and Jesus is not going to send them away. We cannot just hope
that the challenges we face will suddenly disappear. Today the sheer
scale of godlessness is only too obvious. Tens of thousands of men,
women and children in each of our towns and cities are without hope
and without God in the world. A vast pall of unbelief permeates our
institutions, education system, government, media. And then we see
individuals so steeped in sinful thinking and lifestyle that it is
virtually impossible to find common ground with them.
There is so much work to do even to get a hearing for our message.
We may well find people come with great practical, social and material
needs. I am sure I am not alone in dealing with folk who cannot read,
and are ill-nourished. Many of them are chronically ill. Life is about
survival. For them the gospel is irrelevant and church is a hobby for
respectable people who have life easy.
- No answer from men
Philip’s response when confronted by the challenge of feeding the
starving multitude is a counsel of despair: Two hundred denarii
worth of bread is not sufficient for them, that every one of them may
have a little (John 6:7). Andrew is marginally more helpful: There
is a lad here who has five barley loaves and two small fish, but what
are they among so many? (v9). A merely human outlook leads to
despair. We could shrug our collective shoulders at the devastating
inroads of unbelief, the blindness, the hardness of heart, the
apostasy of so much of the institutional church and feel it is utterly
beyond us. What difference can we make? Our resources are so small and
we have little strength. Don’t look to yourself, or any human
source, but to Christ. He knows what to do.
- Making a start
Then Jesus said, ‘Make the people sit down’ (John 6:10). He
establishes order. This will not be a situation akin to the mayhem that
ensues today when a truckload of food arrives in a starving community
and there is argument and anarchy. The masses sit down on the green
grass in orderly groups of hundreds and fifties. Now a start must be
made. Jesus took the little the disciples could offer – the five
loaves and two fish brought by a young boy – and having given thanks
to God begins to distribute them.
The first atomic bomb used in war was dropped over Hiroshima, Japan,
in August 1945. Dr Fumio Shigeto was waiting for a bus about a mile from
the centre of the blast. He was sheltered from the worst of its deadly
force by the corner of a concrete building.
Stunned and disorientated by an explosive force hitherto unknown in
human history, the doctor had no idea what had happened. His
bewilderment quickly turned into a sense of being overwhelmed. He was
one doctor with a small black bag which was still in his hand. Yet all
around him he could hear the screams of desperately injured men and
women. To make any impact he needed an army of doctors and nurses, tons
of supplies and all the beds in the city’s hospitals. What could he do
with so little at his disposal and thousands dying all around him? The
stunned doctor knelt down, opened his medical bag and began treating the
person lying at his feet.
It is so easy to be paralysed by the sheer scale of the physical,
moral and spiritual need around us – we may end up doing nothing
because we feel we can’t do enough. Right under our noses there are
needs we can help to meet. We have to begin where we are and with what
God has given us.
4. Little into much
In the hands of Jesus that which Philip, Andrew and the others had
thought useless was marvellously multiplied and the people were fed. The
disciples kept coming back for more supplies and Jesus kept providing!
You may feel that you have little to offer. You may feel that what you
can do will make little impact. But God does not call us to change the
world. He calls us to be faithful in small things. And we may well be
surprised at the result.
In 1991 in north Vietnam the police raided the home of the pastor of
an underground church. They ransacked the house, searching for Bibles.
While the police questioned the pastor and his wife, their 10-year old
daughter, Linh Dao, courageously hid some Bibles in her school rucksack.
Her father was arrested and sentenced to seven years’ hard labour.
Eventually Linh and her mother and sister were able to visit the prison.
Linh ran to her father in the open compound and hugged him tightly. The
guards left her alone, reasoning ‘What harm can a little girl do?’
But on that visit Linh smuggled a pen to her father. He used it to write
Scripture verses and mini-sermons on cigarette paper. These travelled
from cell to cell and were instrumental in bringing many prisoners to
Christ.
We believe in the total inadequacy of what we have and are, but we
also believe that in Christ there is complete sufficiency. The needs are
vast, but the combined potential of little acts of faithfulness taken
and used by the Lord is vaster still. Our sufficiency is from God
(2 Corinthians 3:5).