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Grace Notes -
‘Be
near me when I’m dying…’
February 2004
What follows is a further adapted extract from Bishop Lewis Bayly’s
book ‘The Practice of Piety’, published in 1685. It was prized by
John Bunyan among others and we trust these counsels will be helpful to
many today.
It is found by continual experience that near the time of death, when
the children of God are weakest, Satan makes the greatest flourish of
his strength and assails them with his strongest temptations. For he
knows that he must either prevail now or never; for in heaven he shall
never vex or trouble them any more. And therefore he will now bestir
himself as much as he can, and labour to set before their eyes all the
gross sins which they committed, and the judgements of God which are due
to them, thereby to drive them, if he can, to despair.
- If Satan shall aggravate to you the greatness, the multitude, the
heinousness of your sins, meditate thus:
- That upon true repentance it is as easy with God to forgive the
greatest sin as the least; and he is as willing to forgive many as
to pardon one. His mercy shines more in pardoning great sinners than
small offenders, as appears in the examples of Manasseh, Mary
Magdalen, Peter, Paul etc. And where sin abounded, grace did more
abound (Romans 5:20).
- That God did never forsake any man till he did first forsake God,
as appears in the examples of Cain, Saul etc.
- That God calls all, even those sinners who are heavy laden with
sin, and that he did never deny his mercy to any sinner that sought
for it with a penitent heart. To this the Gospels witness – there
came to Christ all sorts of sick sinners, the blind the lame, the
lepers, such as were lunatics and possessed with demons. Yet of all
these not one that came and asked for his mercy and help went away
without it. Christ even offered and gave his mercy to many that
never asked for it, being moved only by the bowels of his own
compassion, and the sight of their misery. If he thus willingly gave
his mercy to them that did not ask it, will he deny mercy to you,
who so earnestly pray for it with tears?
- If Satan shall suggest that though all this is true of God’s
mercy, it does not apply to you because your sins are greater than
other men’s, as being sins of knowledge and of many years’
continuance; and many committed wilfully and presumptuously against
God and your conscience, meditate:
- That many of the saints who are now in glory committed as great,
and greater, sins than you when they lived on earth, and continued
in those sins as long as ever you have done before they repented.
All their sins, and the continuance in them, could not hinder God’s
mercy from forgiving them and receiving them into favour on their
repentance. And on your repentance, every one of their examples is a
pledge that he will do the same to you as he did to them. For as the
least in God’s justice without repentance is damnable, so the
greatest sin upon repentance is pardonable in his mercy. Your
greatest and most inveterate sins are but the sins of a man, but the
least of his mercies is the mercy of God.
God bids you repent and believe, and the blood of Jesus Christ,
being the blood of God, will cleanse you from your sins.
- That as God could foresee all the sins which the world should
commit, and yet all those could not hinder him from loving the
world, much less shall your sins (being the sins of the least member
of the world) be able to hinder God from loving your soul and
forgiving your sins if you repent and believe.
- That if he loved you so dearly when you were his enemy that he
payed so dear a price as the spilling of his own blood, how can he
now but be gracious to you, when to save you will cost him but the
casting of a gracious look upon thee? Do not look therefore to the
greatness of your sins, but to the infiniteness of his mercy.
If Satan shall object, that you have many times vowed to repent, and
have made a show of repentance for the time, and yet went back to the
same sins again and again, and that all your repentance was but a
mocking of God, meditate:
- That though this were true, yet it is no sufficient cause to
despair. This is the common case of all the children of God in this
life, who vow so often to avoid some sin until, perceiving their
weakness to perform it, they vow that they will vow no more. Their
vows show the desires of their spiritual man; their breaking shows
the weakness of the flesh. Why does Christ exhort you to forgive
your repenting brother seven times in a day (Luke 17:3-4) if not to
assure you he will forgive you your seventy times seven sins against
him, if you return to him by true repentance?
- That your salvation is grounded, not on the constancy of your
obedience, but upon the firmness of God’s covenant. He has locked
up your salvation and made it sure in his own unchangeable purpose.
Whom God loves, he loves to the end and never repents of bestowing
his love on them who repent and believe.
Comfort yourself, O languishing soul, for if this earth has any for
whom Christ spilt his blood on the cross, you assuredly are one. Cheer
yourself in the all-sufficient atonement of the blood of the Lamb, which
speaks better things than that of Abel. No sin bars a man from
salvation, only incredulity and impenitence. Your unfeigned desire to
repent is as acceptable to God as the perfect repentance that you wish
you could perform.
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